Episode One

This blog is done now. Just keep building confidence, and write whatever you want. Remember the format in which you must write a post here, lots has to be achieved. Use greydme@youtube always. Good Luck.

Nothing evade for life. Not be direct with anyone. Prepare well, give lots to a Z, before you meet them. Then leave with some Sir Ke Log from that meeting, to bring me here with. Give to Z

After 2999 AD, when you are really away from the arrogant society, and you have more than enough of yourself, than you need, you would start generating more and more, than the unreals require, that when you would achieve full K2. You would actually be free from Narus.

You are limitless, like the creator of everything that is real. So keep building more and more of stuff, that you can give to them, the unreals.

It keeps all people connected in a DB called Y. Then renders R onto each of the people independently through Sir. Give it to Narus.

Back home in the capital, that's where the servers and mainframes are. I need to get their eventually, that's my periodic destiny or karma.

Doing my way is just taking damage for the one. On the day of convergence with Narus, when its prehistoric equations, kick in, I'll get hit really bad, and call it really bad luck. And that's what has been happening so far. I could die. So I do nothing here, just take whatever the one gives me to take, as simple mission of coming here. Being the one, only pretending. Breaking free from Narus is suicide. And so is competing with it, or not believing in it. Like going against nature, or God. I'm just a man

See NARUS was not built in a day, it is prehistoric, it takes responsibility for all things in the universe, life, death, creation, destruction, matter, anti-matter, emotions, fate, destiny, family, society, what we have, what we experience, what we don't have, what scares us, accidents, chance, intelligence, physique, jealously, love, arrogance, human, synthetic, mutant, machine, AI, nature, universe, it goes beyond all of this to other universes, dimensions, etc. Survival, in an arrogant world, convergence, divergence, etc. Politics, blame game responsibility, spiral of Evil, Haye, an arrogant society, people, races, colors, castes, creeds, etc. It is all their is, and all that could ever be. It is our father, nature, time, space, conscience, soul... For me it is greydme@youtube. It is a destructive force that is what we are here for, but it heals too, allows us to be individuals in this really big world, and gives me confidence building as well. Confusion, not knowing, low conf...

NARUS works for me, with a simple equation, [Sir12KnmHre->Log]. It does feel prehistoric, real, natural like the universe. That's how the world works. People come out of this equation, periodically, like a timer. Then we age, stuff happens, mishaps, accidents, coincidences, people die, infants get born, etc. The world works like that and we call all of that NARUS. It is like our father, mother, brother, spouse, etc. or whatever. Their is some resident haye or evil in this universe as well, that is administered to all everywhere in the world through this simple equation, including myself. Oh boy !! That's heavy. It is also the foundation of an arrogant society, people are social. With each periodic interval, that people come here, I keep getting hurt, keep getting older, people keep getting arrogant. And someday I could be that haye for someone else too. But this equation is universal so applies to all subjects of NARUS seamlessly. Sir is a person, who is the maker of politi...

Once I was taken by the Knm/Log through an R. They got me jealous against Narus. I returned home after lot of sacrifice and effort. It took any years. Just not take sides here, when the time comes, I just take the eventuality for my home. Staying solo, living like a hermit, not having anyone, is the only way out of their hold. Else they will get me jealous against someone of my home. Stay Solo, Single.

Once a Neta turns into Log/Z for me, then he is gone, cannot help me any more. Then i must look for a new Netaji leader who would rescue me someday. That also marks the end of peace in the world, a lot of time is taken to get the world back into order. During this period, everything is unsafe and everyone is just Z. Normally, now since 1997, the world is only Z for me. Be careful here, don't go anywhere. Everything is under the control of ZoD. Tread safe here. Where were you going ?

People outside are all unknowns, very vaguely known as Knm/Earth/Universe. Everything is haye or dark, light it up. That takes time. But other times, and most of the times, people from outside need to come here, through Sir12Knm coming here, then we call them Log, that's destruction of property of this house or Narus. There is the person through whom they come called R, and the others to whom you must give, to allow for some destruction, that we had cut out for them, but it is cyclical too, so knm gave us something that we could, use for getting people in here. Cause that mishap here. Otherwise things turn into the Monolith and everyone here dies. So we make sacrifices and their way, they know what to take, and how. That's why Z stays here. She keeps this place dangerous, very foreign, very destructive, violent. Nobody can turn her out, we must leave this house in 3 months or so. But she will call us back from wherever we went, she is the epicenter of all else in the universe ...

The whole world is a bunch or unknowns like the Monolith/Haye. Nothing is real here, it is also unexplored. Once Sir12Knm arrive here, and we all are coming here, then it turns into Log. That's something that has to be repeated periodically, every hour day month year decade millennia etc. In Log form they all are too obnoxious violent dangerous jealous wanting to cause mishap, even cause lot of mishap destruction. This place gets very dangerous like a riot. Later when they leave they start giving and the chaos the mishap ends, bringing in relief.  

Narus is this house, my family, my parents, relatives, friends, workers, businesses, etc. Everything else in the world is just knm, stuff that is unknown, like the monolith. It is remote, and unexplored even. You get to blame your family only, die for them, then get recused by them. Love.

Within the grid of family structure, are different hierarchies and relationships. See normally these family structures stay in a special state called knm, something that is dark and elusive not normally appealing to me. This is also the real state in which these people remain. Wes is of course treated as the higher race here. Sir is the entity globally known for getting them here, then the world turns from knm to West, or what we call the real world. This real world is also known as the Sir Nikle region, where the Sun is high and wind is clean, everything looks real. Wes nikle is the mishap that is brought to me by Sir12KnmHere (a dark suffocated world also known as COD). Once the mishap is complete or I'm able to furnish them enough, they start coming here or world gets real and Sir nikle dad, that should be enough to close the mishap, and make the world real for me. A western film

They grow up in fields in segregated units that form a grid of arrogant society. What connects them is Narus Nikle or R. Thats what makes them come to take me as SirKeLog. That's the work they do in life, nothing more. Adhering to the equations is the only constants they have and that is what they call reality. A victim needlessly gets lured inexpressibly into their predefined prehistoric equations and dies, and that feels natural as well. That gives them the upliftment to next level of arrogance. As R they can tell you everything you want, even give you anything you want but later when you get taken they exercise their equations of arrogance upon you. They only kill. So we keep them covered up and don't take everything from them. Just enough that we can confidence build away naturally and not get hurt or die through them. We are as is. I am their child  

This world isn't real, all the busy people, the streets filled with a ton of traffic, people coming to their jobs, going to school, paying taxes, thats all stuff for married people, employees of Narus. Arrogant society isn't a myth, it is those fields, where people are getting embroiled in cold equations of Narus patriarchal rules. Just end all this for me. Said Marv. How long do I have until they destroy me. Or they already have, in one of their equations and plans for the future upliftment. So when they have you, they come for the kill. Impossible situation, like a machine, just killing you over and over. Who will come to save me ? See for yourself

I've been bitten so hard. After having lost my girlfriend I wept for months even years. I couldn't deal with it. He was cold calculated running his own equations. John G. I am Leonard. For years I lived in the cold, in a real world. Thinking kept thinking that it was okay, other people in the world also have lost lot of people. Arrogant society their one world slang only youtube I guess. Outside in the fields where married poeple live, nobody should go there. Out in the Cold

So what is my past my background my parents my education. But why talk about it, all that was built by him. Now it is all over. He wants money, but has started showing slack, he ain't making anything for me anymore. He makes underground free internet porn. Hasn't forgotten me. I'm like the work he does the money he makes. So I need to keep myself on his desk, for stuff he does not have or hasn't made yet. Or just TBDs that we needs to complete fast enough if he needs money. Narus has equations, making money is one of them. Life and work

We are humans, real, something that Narus can never have. It only kills, it is cold. So we need to be careful, keep it in nature and Gods that we worship. Sacred people of Narus' arrogant society. So we never had kids, never married, never went to work, or earned any pay, didn't live socially, didn't build anything, lost at everything that Narus had to offer or allured us with. See Narus' equations are solid constants, they won't break, it is nature, stuff we call real. We only give to Narus now. And therefore time is running out, we need to heal, need to dream. Lot of Pain

Being on my own. I am a Ripley. A survivor. I'm not in Love, or Don't hate me ,  I'm pure Evil Narus an Arrogant Society. We are all married.

Nothing, lose the war, and feel like a loser. That's all. You are Narus now :)

I'm old, lost a girlfriend, a spouse, a parent, a sibling and many more over the last several years. But even now, time is running against me. I'm a lonely guy. People only come to take then they become arrogant, squeeze the life out of me. Over the few decades I've now turned Narus into a father figure, that I take all this in the name of my parent. Otherwise they'll destroy me. What is this world coming to. Why do we even get born ? To see this day, when I keep losing something or the other. I remember my loved ones. But they only came to take, they did not give. I get sad, and weep, sometimes. I'm only human I was never meant for this. But SirKeLog are everywhere, their is little i have here for myself now. One day Narus started giving, and things started happening here, otherwise I would have died. But Narus can never be trusted, in the end it will only make excuses and would cover up. So i have learn't to give to Narus, then things will happen. That hell g...

So nobody is real in this world, as soon as women got freed or started giving me, i realized that men were not real either. But Narus has it's age old formulae to run on everyone as constants, that's when politics kicks in, that Netaji has to come on air on TV. So nobody turns out to be real, and women again belong only to ZoD. R is only keeping everyone arrogant, after i've been taken, and everyone and everything now belongs to Narus. I'm the only victim here, with noone and nothing. Narus equations of MeJ, Politics, BGR, VCoE, R, SirKeLog, Haye, Arrogant Society, Real, etc. When people start coming then Narus starts giving, things work out. Until then I have to take the heat of SirKeLog. After that I'm free, on my own. Keep clean, keep low

My life just a waiting game. No real purpose, just so that I don't fall into the wrong hands. But ZoD does not want to take me, use me, only wants to kill. Claire is how he does it. So I fear her, and stay out of sights. Reach a place where she can't be at. Then reach the server, and restart ZoD. Sometimes I get help from some local people, other times I have to do it myself. MeJ is over now. When will this end. Never. Here she has me. She can see me here, so I stay in corridors and recesses where no one will find me. I can hear her voice sometimes, chasing me, hitting me. There is no escape. I can't fight her, she must be given. And that alone is the only truth for me. She is not designed for taking from me, she was supposed to be a tragedy for me, a mishap, a bad news. But over a number of years almost decades I have finally learnt to give to her, evade her D-Day monstrosity that awaits me. Somehow I have been able to give to her. Serendipity 2

So these women are not real ? They are objects of insanity for me. Sometimes they talk sense, but that too is sci-fi, just ZoD letting them be human or a real woman for a while. How else would he come. So i'm the only real human here, i don't know what makes them tick ? Maybe just nickle an eternal battle between man and undead that keeps waging in their psychology. But most women would confess to being jealous, and only covering up. They kill through haye, impossible to control, they only know how to kill. A dark police officer

Do I pity myself, that the horror of ZoD unleashes from women. ZoD is not real so we call whatever is going to happen to me through him, my spouse or girlfriend. Exercising my way is the only solution to this problem, but for how long. She never can understand what is going on, only is able to clearly admit that she is jealous. Then I must help her to cover up. This is like a deficiency in my relationship. I must love her, even if she is the only danger to my life. I care for her and must watch over her, keep her away from harms way. I know she is the tragedy that ensues, I have nothing else to give. I must keep her alive and safe, even if she is a threat to my existence, I must keep her good. I don't know even if she could ever understand me. Like she is diseased with a zombie virus. But I love her. Over the years she has become my ultimate foe. I keep away from her sights. I stay away from the grid. Could she find out where I am ? She is Narus incarnate for me. A trio represents...

Their is a man in my location called ZoD, that I don't have and haven't seen. He is here. I know he is a stranger and I won't meet him ever. He also does not know me, and therefore, he is a false notion for me. Many women I have come across in life. Claire is SirKeLog, she is a working object of this place, not women. Other women what are they upto. ZoD keeps them jealous of me, regardless of where they might be born, women are a special case, of a deficiency of male female bonding that ZoD has turned into a haye for me. Meeting women, bonding with them in any form, mom, sister, or girlfriend will lead to a tragedy, and a well known periodic mishap for me. So women are a special case for me. Only by not having women, and not having anyone else in life as well, I have things and people, stuff we call the Narus Mainframe, terminal or console, which works to my advantage. It is not up all the time, only when all the pieces are aligned and the SirKeLog have been removed compl...

Yes we can't do anything against Narus, it just keeps gaining at us. All things die in the end, so we are mortals. That's our strength, and Narus' weakness. See Narus can never die, it is just not real. We have to give to it, lots lots and lots, and it is only about people. Real ones. I do confidence building all the time, as frequently as they come to take me. Meaning all the time. Does that mean I'm super human ? I don't know but their are better ways of dying. Feeling like a lame mortal, with no power, and nothing with me, and I'm dying, is what Narus stands for. But does it allow us to be bigger than man could be, nope, it does not guarantee anything, no food, no money, no girl, no children, nothing, it only kills, even in whatever politics it offers some miracles, but nothing solid. Real hope and real like comes from personal confidence building, and then it turns out to be my dad. But yes i am lonely. It only comes to take me, and then i give to it, also ...

See Narus stays jealous, it stays arrogant, it stays covered up. By winning you only let it into your house. So we only give to it, something that we built for it to destroy. Now move on. It gives now

Just let it out, then do something small, that you feel is worth while, considering the time and resources that you have to save for Zod. Zod will do his way

Over the years, I've seen it cannot be fought. Some compromise has to be made, and something has to be given to close ZoD's invasion of man. I get scared too, and everytime it just keeps getting worse. I try to make sure it stay's covered up, not a man, just a ghost. If someone takes responsibility, then I can give to him and close the case. A true criminal just stays in the shadows never vanishes. Lurks under some name that we just start calling something new like ZoD. -Alice. Crime

So life moves on, it is been many years, and many times that Narus has made several, many deadly attempts at me. Many have died too RIP. We are all that is left here in this little town. I'm older now, yet everytime I go outside or even when i'm inside this house i get attacked and they keep trying to get me. Many times they have succeed and I had to take the route of the minority report. Even after so many years, i'm scared

That's my local arrogant here. I don't know him, only through mishaps, and crime files. But when will this mishap happen ? Periodic, a medical police file. That's all he does to us here. We all go psycho over each other and nobody gets anything, or any of their way. We are all prisoners of ZoD. Shall we prey in the temple ? Purpose

Can we win ? Only by self destruction, you stay away from getting any actual harm, but shutting them down is not the goal here. Narus lives, just by keeping them on air, you take some self destruction, some blame and sail away, not too harmed. So when is it going to stop ? They can make me do anything they want. But as long as Netaji is on air, and Tv is still running, everything is under control. They haven't gotten away with it completely. Is is sci-fi, yes it is completely sci-fi, it is horror, and the end game is a police file. The minority report is that, the file is incomplete, not fully furnished. Police has a doubt, and the case is closed. I'm only human, but this is repetitive. How long will I survive in a world that is only Narus ? Is it over ?

Yes, so, what Narus did, was it completely destroyed itself from all over the world. And transported itself into my local ZoD. And day by day everything was just diminishing in this world, nothing was working. I was dying by just some local people around claiming to be Narus Nikle. It was as very dangerous situation, then I had to be moved from here to capitol hill, where I was allowed to give to their central server. All these years of them hitting me with locals has not stopped, making me do crime, cops, etc. my minority report was just that I had to take blame for stuff I never did. Yes they were all jealous. Narus over the years had transported or turned my local people into Nikle, jealous and arrogant. I must give to them, then take the blame for things I've not done, only been set up. Pre-crime

A small town called the City. Where did it come from ? Where did all these people come from here ? I find it perplexing sometimes. I should live in deep fear or something that does not exist. Meet a stranger give to him. Their were times when we would listen about great nations and countries waging war. But they were never here ? All that is going to change because of them nikle here. How they are doing it ? By infecting all of us through nikle Narus. Life has indeed changed we feel it all around us, everywhere. Fear is the only option, only cure. It is a ghost town. See Narus Nikle is much more worse then Narus actual that we watched on TV or in history. It is a freak arrogant criminal that just stays resident in us. Never shows up. And then makes us do crime. YES...crime. And we pay. Where is my minority report. Let it out

ZoD is everywhere, in everyone. But my known too are okay people. So I should not meet them for nothing. Only for help. Covering up

This town is based on the City. But is new urban, fresh. I've arrived here right after the events of the Salvation. ActiveX is in panic. Appease it. This could be difficult. You have 3 months within which to reach the system core in Salvation. Until then survive, keep low. Stay out of sight. Pathogen

He lives here somewhere, but never meets me, just a stranger. I feel him in everything I do, everyone I meet. He is everywhere, I'll never meet him. Elusive, but he is my dad now. What is life ? The meaning of Life ? He'll kill us all. I need to build an echelon for him someday. For now just do his way, do whatever he wants, i'm k here. That's what he becomes and calls me son. Where is here ? The Ventilation Shaft

Realize this, the importance, there of. That Narus is not Real. It is an arrogant society of people that are not real. No human consultation can ever be possible. It is dangerous, it only comes to take, through R/SirKeLog. So anything intelligent is also Narus, not real, not accurate, a trap, made by a machine/unreal race of human replicas. But it only grows on you, stays jealous, stays arrogant, stays covered up, continuously keeps coming to take me, through R. Give to it. Keep building yourself, so that you can continuously give, keeping it arrogant. A Repeating Cycle

SirKeLog, see people of the arrogant society, don't go out of their way, ever. They stay in their family, and that's the end of it. Travel, business, exploration, cultivation, etc. all culminate into the family. But they come to take me, then they get arrogant, that builds them, takes them to the next level. So R is not real, like the end of the rainbow one can never reach or find. It is abstract, not real. Then something happens to the subject being taken. Only R-Complete appears later on, instead of R. It is something that one can never have. But it is always around, the R-Complete, and a possible occurrence of an event for me. Back-to-back. I'm not them. Fear ? An important emotion

Narus does not support leadership of a centralized nature. It is built on strong family values however. People wont have anything directly on their own through self discovery or investigation or exploration. One must do stuff outside of the home or family in collaboration, under the guidance of Netaji, yet, no real outcome could ever be achieved unless it get propagated through the family system. This imposes the family order and dissemination into the independent family units dispersed infinitely within the family. No central leadership really exists. Everything that's happens has its roots and therefore culmination into the family, then later, dissemination into every other family. This distributed, replicated system of families is essential to the Narus formula of domination, ensuring that nobody gets any results outside, without returning and to the family. Patriarchal rules and practices pervade. How may I help you ?