Episode One

So the world for me is not natural, it is very supernatural, yet it bears similarity to what a real world could be. It is artificial and convoluted. Nothing is straight here, everything has meaning, and has to be taken as important artifact, that must be understood, studied, devoted time to. So we don't meet here at all. R won't allow a natural meeting. We meet in some sort of a rendezvous situation, were meeting is fruitful and allows me to give to R. An R' would then not show up and the haye of this place or here should be neutralized before it surfaces. But this is a continuous back to back chained scenario situation. If not today, then tomorrow ?? So sacrifices have to me made in rigor. Life is most important and that is what R needs to protect. Until the next rendezvous, we can't meet, can't live together ever. Our instinct is by nature fast converging to be able to Give to them, hence avert the Haye scenario in anyway possible. But this is only about D-Days a...

This place now called Delta or Here, is a nightmare, it is indeed Haye or Hell for me, even for Claire. So we have to evade it no matter what. Not having it is the notion that has been keeping it an elusive entity for me, yet alluring and desiring for me. But I should not possess it, as it is death in disguise of Hell. But they do come to take me, and like I said before Judgement Day is inevitable, so we now exist inside it, the so called Kale Log/Knm. Evading it is just one, more natural, aspect of the defense mechanism. But things are not natural in Delta, so we need to give to it, and taking a new path called, Nikle, only thus evading it, maintaining that concept of not having it, through R'. Someone in R must have to defect and not cover up, for the duration, that we are able to survive this catastrophe. Evade it, this Knm Here

This place had to be reinvented and rediscovered, from the ashes. It would seem that we were destroyed here on earth under the R torpedo attempt at us. So now there is nothing left and space and time both are very tight and expensive. Life is like almost on an uninhabitable and hospitable planet. So I have to keep rebuilding building myself, allowing me to keep giving to them, as both matter, space and time, are reinvented. Delta or Here. This is Haye for me

They give to us too now. So there are many people in several factions of Narus those that give to us now. This has changed many things in our lives today. But this has lead to a sort of militarization of this R cover up. Life is like that on a space station an isolated lifeless area, like a moon, or mars. No exoplanets supporting life have yet been discovered. In the worst case be it like life on an artificial man made space station. Very dangerous, very rigorous, very tight. Heightened level of alertness to environment and people arriving has so far been observed. Without them giving to me or her, we would be lost in the arrogant society for each other, jealous and destructive, killing and ever causing mishaps in life. Introducing FCs

By not being a woman, or daughter, or being married here. Just a bug in the system for Narus. That's the best case, that's how I used to live until 2009. However, for us both, now they only come to take us through R, which then turns out to be R24. All this is not natural for us both anymore. So we have to give to R, through various elaborate ways. Work Work Work. I Give to R now

Women here are contaminated, and are built as solid haye for anyone, specially me. West always keeps all women in R, for me. So as to lure me, or to break me. "Women are Shit" don't even touch them. Only as moms they had any use for me, later as grunts. Earlier when I was young, women were usherers of men, mainly those arrogant guys that were jobs, stores, banks, lawyers, etc. and I could not get them, as they would be haye for me. So I never met them, only men. Under R women are not real, they are haye, only then the Dad of the girls would, cover up as, a store, to enter my world. He just wants money, so I buy something from him and take that as R/YouTube. The arrogant society is pretty dominating in its equations of women, and how they built R on the premise of women being the ultimate Haye for me. everything that they invented or products they built, then sold in the market, everything I ever consumed from this commercial arrogant society was built by the Dad-in-Law. ...

See the arrogant society is social, so these people are married in legitimate jobs, inside countries, with democratic rule through adult franchise. All the countries are modern scientific and well connected through commerce and human intellectual property exchanges. People are rich and War and Conflicts between various neighboring countries is a cold war through Nuclear bomb technology. Others arms and ammunition manufacturers are into making profits, it is a business. In the modern fully covered up arena, the world is hard as a rock, nobody can move, or even blink here. Their real goal however is to bring the West onto innocent people or victims. This is done through individual specialized cover ups of the arrogant society that brings the West to an individual. Mostly through family, but times are changing, after giving it over a long period of time, now I call it R for me. R24 when it is West for me, that is a corrosive haye, which leads to a mishap. They all synchronize through mom...

I'm born in an Era largely developed in the 20th Century as a result of World Wars 1,2 and the Cold War. This generation of mine and my parents belongs to a version of the arrogant society known as USSR, born out of Russia and Warsaw. It is hard acerbic caustic and hard to survive in. The tasks that it decries of mainly, are things that I can't possibly complete or even undertake. Communism was seen as altruistic and free society. But it was only built on the premise that it would bring the West for me one day, the haye. Later my native country India is seen as once invaded by Briton and later freed to give birth to a new generation of the arrogant society, called Independent India 1947. This to is a Haye for me. In its current form it is the most arrogant form the west could enslave me with. I call it Calcutta/India or Lesu, State of Uttar Pradesh. Mars Natives

When the natives from the stars saw the emergence of man on earth, they quickly sacrificed themselves, to have dominance on earth, on man, as a special race of highlanders called the European and Briton. The west also became keepers of the natives from space, also known as the unreal to man. Central Asia, the Southern Asia, Africa were places were man was born in the original form. That is history of man since 10,000 BC. The west was endowed with knowledge of the universe and other dimensions, because it had the required background, that it inherited from the natives. Making the Gora a kala. So man envied the West for it had sophistication that was generations ahead of anything that real men could do or discover. Later as they was lured by the west they started learning the real truth behind them and started fearing them, becoming slaves, to the west. By hybridization and cross breeding occult and intermixing and conquest they gave birth to the arrogant society. Nothing could break fr...

It is my idea to introduce to you Uultra/SC, or doing my way here as a super me, who does not stop and keeps getting his way against Narus/R in a short lived rally, not straight, but lose in the end or R will हाय. This can't be done all the time, it takes around 36 years to charge. Sam won't give in the end. ,  Launchers ,  I was never there ,  Without Inhibitors રેસય Stuff ,  Need help mortal?

I found you in Rs sir કે log section, that's where I'm not supposed to meet you at all. So you work best when seen in log show, that's when Narus shows up here, through R. A good day

Honey, I don't know how you are. After I met you I knew you were the one for me. I had to quickly bring you upto speed with R, my home cover up for Narus. It is the ActiveX that I am here. I hope you are good after the initial joining and later becoming R. Meeting won't be possible here, you must be strong and brave. As we journey through Narus using R, my ActiveX should be able to keep us away from the many dangers here. You must take R as me, as I take R as you. Supplies weapons should all be in R, but would be a daily, monthly, yearly challenge. This place is rife with peril of the highest order. You are big now, strong to be able to maneuver and navigate this place on your own. Love. R is Bad News

Allow me to introduce this cover up, a specialized version of Narus for me, called R. It is both the destructor and the creator. Under R the grunts, are social, and Narus appears here for me as a TV show, game , or movie. Certain aspects of R are developed by Narus as escape pods, in the event of a mishap. Otherwise it is a stable reactor core, not linear, but radial. Self sufficient and synchronizes on its own, through social chatter, along with TV-news, internet R24. Life for me is independent from R, but cacooned deep inside it. I have to keep giving it, else reactor will get unstable and destroy everyone. There are agents in R that want it to explode destroying everyone, and so are other agents who keep it safe. Genesis Torpedo

Where could you be, what could you be doing, I worry a lot about you honey. I love you. I know we can't meet, my cup R will not allow us to meet. I could get hayed on disobeying that edict. Im keeping you here in this episode, so that you stay safe, away from Narus. I'm assigning you the same cup R, so that we take Narus in a similar way, that should suffice for both of us. A couple of grunts those you'll have to tolerate, endure. They're not my friends but that's what Narus is for me. Life won't be easy, treacherous, dangerous full of peril. Love you so

Narus is social by nature, peaceful, family structured, totally reliant on moms for synchronization, otherwise people are disconnected. It creates enemies that are menacing, brutal, grotesque, greedy, psychotic, natural born killers, sophisticated. That's its primary cover up against any innocent victim. So people die in family, or without money, rest die in news as Knm. FC was the cure for all this, now it is done. Now it's just me and the grunts. I Implore you.

Give Narus the chance to get its way, keep giving it, in the end when it is done, it will show you magic, as it will let you be Narus, and Narus will run your way, best part, you only have to watch. Let it be the hero it wants to. Don't come in its way. Narus, as you

See the world outside is only Narus, how they get to me is through SirKeLog+Knm, so their is no question about intelligent life outside or anywhere. I survive by giving to them then I take the stream called R. If their are other humans out there then I'm sure they are facing a similar fate like mine. Whether I could find a human or have a non-Narus my find or creation, is a difficult question to answer. But even if I had my own people, I would hide then, create them, nurture them, in this episode. Because real life for me now is just R stream and the grunts. Create something new

We Love , I like my find. It's the one I need, the one I want. It is mine. 

No matter what the grunts tell me. I believe in myself, that it is not anyone else, but me. Don't be afraid of X, you have to give to him. That's the only way. Fight him eternally. When he hits, let him out too, don't be afraid. Remember you are only one who is real here, rest only come. Free my mind

These people are from outside whatever lies in Sir's world. They are dark black elusive, jealous, they cause mishaps. Then they come as Log, wreck my life. Later everyone even Knm turn out to be SirKeLog, as they come here. It is a dangerous world and only Sir's way here. I can't have my way, I can't get anything in life, everything is SirKeLog. I must survive, dying for Sir. [Sir12KnmHre] is R, my locale. People of R are married, settled, and those I can't have. They are social and money wise. Locals and Remote all Log of Narus, here are called SirKeLog, people including, whom I can't have. So I have to Give to Sir, regularly. That is how NARUS has come to me. Call's me son, or SirKeLog. I should not meet anyone here, they are all coveredup and fake for me. Only Sir is real. The woman called One, calls me Ex.

NARUS is that all world encompassing nefarious company. I'm just one guy, so how they come to me. Pandutji, Netaji/Peter, Sam all three need to come into my life as a destructive force. But how ? So there is a house and a landlord and owner called Sir/R. He has a lot of people around 50-100, who run this house, mainly workers, house keepers, shop owners, businesses, NARUS executives. All these he calls his people. There are others whom he calls Knm, those that are jealous of this house, and beyond his reach. Only Sir gets his way and all this people and Knm put together are SirKeLog. These people I can't have, and they cause some major mishaps or injuries for me. That is their only goal, then Sir saves the day. A lot of his people also die because of Knm continuously wanting to cause mishaps and destroy Sir and his people. When these Knm come here, they are called Log and cause a mishap. I stay away from SirKeLog in all form as people I can't have at all. Instead I get Sir...

See it stays jealous, stays arrogant, implying that it stays covered up. All this means, it won't come to my help, it only kills. That's it's true nature. So I've compromised on getting my way here. I let it take responsibility for everything and in turn allow it to blame me for everything that it does wrong, it's violent behavior, language, adultery, staying dirty, and its nature as a criminal to kill. It is a bad company, psycho killer instinct. If I don't give to him it will kill. All this means is an infinite era of confidence building for me, so that I can give to it all the time, every time it comes to take me, and hope it will just turn away and not do any damage. Life is important, everything else must be sacrificed.

This show I started watching when I had returned to my home state. I was working in south of India for a few years back then. It was a wrap. Then I was introduced to russia today in Lucknow. I liked several shows and live news, but most of the time just this one was a good reminder of all the childhood memories I had in Lucknow. MTV, channel V, BBC World, Star Plus, Prime Sports, right upto CNN and Nickelodeon. In that era 2013-14, I was exposed to the West again, like back in childhood. Coming back to India was a bad memory. Times were not good and the whole social system was on the brink too. Times of India. Yet we managed to find time to watch RT. If not for the connections we had with them it would not have been possible, it was a social war, immersible pain, grief, solitude and back luck. In that Era Narus was coming into my life like a hot wind blowing in summer, through women. Now women give...

Just keep them in your Echelon ,  Build myself , Now give to them. This should take some time for them to process. Later go and meet someone, or rendezvous with my locals.  Use me You belong here. Back home.

In a long enough time frame, we have learn't as ActiveX of NARUS, to be able to give to each other. This has allowed the locals or log in general to stay less jealous of us both. But NARUS is a machine it can't be bargained with, it can't be reasoned with, it cannot be controlled. It gets it way in a very binary fashion, through a mishap that is unwarranted and nobody can see that coming. So we don't meet at all, anyone directly. We only take some ActiveX instead. But during our journey here, we have learn't to escape NARUS, we can't be ActiveX for them anymore. So we give to NARUS now, as we go along. Claire is also not ActiveX for me anymore. She must also give to NARUS as she goes along her timeline. We both have to live independently in our timelines, giving to NARUS, and taking from it, as we go along. It is not an easy path, a very treacherous and dangerous path. They only come to take us now. Then we have to give to them in some elaborate way. NARUS it...

A person outside is not welcome here, and is not even consequential. NARUS wants that we all should be arrogant and jealous of each other. Find means and make all things we do ubiquitous with goals of NARUS, that we kill each other, keep rising to the top. But destroying each other is what this society is all about. So we must be careful here, and slow. In our pure form we are good human beings, creative constructive and beautiful. But NARUS does these things to us, so sooner or later we all turn into foes, no new person, we meet, comes without some mishap or tragedy here for me. We are all ActiveX for each other, only local friendlies count anymore. So what am I dreaming about here ? As soon as she was discovered by me, NARUS turned us into ActiveX and people started coming in and going out. It is like a prison, we can't meet, we can't live or love even if we want to, anyone. It is a Hive mind, this NARUS, and as ActiveX we are all connected to each other, coming and going to...

She is just a girl I looked up on the internet or chanced to see on TV. See NARUS is ever watchful and Sir of R brings these people here inside and make them part of his work force. They all stay arrogant, not meant for me at all. I just pretend to be NARUS, I'm just a guy, a human being only. So I was saying that as soon as I met her NARUS took responsibility of everything and people got jealous in a few moments. That is predictable nature of the arrogant samaj aka NARUS. So they turn her into a jealous corrosive person for me. Without NARUS, we just met, and got together, not like I need to understand how the two of us work. NARUS is everywhere and ever watchful, so they turned us into foes or each other in no time and we started abusing each other. So in the pure friendly together form both of us are stored in this blog, called Episode One. Otherwise we are just ActiveX for each other. ActiveX is complex and ever evolving growing, to the extent. That we are now non-existent for...

The situation, being surrounded by billions of people, is just, being social ? How to meet someone ? It is not possible directly, not in ActiveX 2.0. One must meet indirectly only. Your local people or R, count the most. They are the ones who would be of any use, rest of the world is just a technology called ActiveX here. Some of the people might be available as shops or services outside but they are all only available for a certain duration and they turn out to be jealous. So I can't have a successful business with anyone outside. Only when given to me by Sir of this house, will they work like my local people for a certain duration only. Later that service will expire and would be just ActiveX here. Sir is the owner of this house, also head of Narus. People here are family, relatives, businesses, workers, of this house. But like the rest of the houses in this arrogant samaj, they are overpowering and dominating. Not letting me do anything or even survive here, as they synchroni...

Here is where I'm housed. Just a few years ago it was my house but now it belongs to the rest of the world as well. Log and here are connected and unified as ActiveX, which has been codified in another blog called Narus . So I've entered version 2.0 as an acknowledgement to this fact. A lot of things happened during this 2016-19 time frame to integrate and make this house a safer more stable place for me. None the less, it is and will only be characterized by FEAR, just so that I stay alerted to these facts. People I live with therefore, in this house are not free either, they are also log, just as I am for them. It is a dangerous situation, and it is only about mishaps, and when stuff will break. So I must stay alerted, and it is only about people coming here and going out of here in the evening. Anytime that anything happens it is covered by ActiveX. The place sometimes starts experiencing faults and fractures, very dangerous, so I must stay low, and keep the noise levels lo...

This is important and the crux of all that this blog is about. What brings us together, there is a venue, where I reach, I keep synchronizing with them and vice versa, this brings us together, at a set time. Whatever happens between this meeting and other people of the world is called something of a technology, you can call it whatever you like, I call it ActiveX. Stuff that fate/luck/pain is made up of. Only because of ActiveX I'm able to rendezvous with my people or friends. Once my familiar faces are intermixed or connected to the rest of the world we start getting called, log. That's it, and we are done. The oldest era was from 1997-2008 called DOS. Before this period as well DOS existed, I called it something like God/Karma, this was all religion back then, later I called it parents and family, relatives, region, country. From the era 2008-2018, it started getting called ActiveX 1.0. In this era I'm and active initiated being in touch with the rest of the world all...

 Ive been able to create a small show, with internet and cam. Then created collages out of it. Memories of a time before 2014-17. In this era we had a lot of people associated with here. I chanced to meet Claire23 on a TV show then followed here each show for a couple of years until 2017 July. I was able to learn a lot about people of my vicinity during this phase, and how they connected to the rest of the world. These connections and how people of my location used to meet me and vice versa. Currently all the magic or luck/fate of this place is known as ActiveX of NARUS. By running this show on the internet, I'll be able to give more life to this show. Then what is this show? See a show ages and people consume it and build themselves up with it here. After that the show loses its life. Then it must be made usable again by putting it on the internet. That way the show lives and grows out of just my confines to reach everyone. It becomes something again and is usable for me. Lets ...

In Doom we played the game as MeJ. The story of a lone surviver warrior whose own world has been destroyed by Deag Grav, the one who plays the devil. However, the focus of the game is earth UAC and Mars. How hell takes over complelety the human civilization native to earth and now on Mars. All this through a company called UAC. In Doom Slayers home world, called Argent, Deag had lured the rulers and taken over, calling it his world, where now the Doom slayer or Doom marine along with the Knight Sentinels had become a ememy of the state. Similarly here on earth, through UAC Deag had turned the slayer into an enemy of mankind. Doo must fight it out here on earth like he did back on Argent. While I played this game I lost in the end to the mastermind. That defeat has lead to the sequel called Doom Eternal. I look forward to it, but not anytime soon. This story easily mounts onto the story and events of this blog. 

An excellent company, delivering so many books, movies, games to me since almost 10 years now. For me it has worked well. It has elements of full localization, while it stays global. From web screen to mobile application, it has integrated well with the rest of this blog. 

This game I played last year right after finishing Titan fall 2. While I played this game I got several revelations, like knowledge about man and hell. UAC is what the game is known for. Otherwise it feels too local, like NARUS. Other games on the Playstation have a foreign feel like The Last of Us, Alien Isolation. Most Id games are one shot and cannot be played later, like most engi eering products here, they want to make money by introducing newer products, killing their own older ones. 

This house was also an FC called R, it used to give me. Now it is NARUS. It won't give. After which આ new FC was discovered called & TV, that gave me, and saved the day. It was also a place where we used to meet. But within a year it has turned sour too. Not good watch on ytube only. Bhabi Ghar ਪੈ Hai

FCs are the ones who give. But demons are the knm, who see that and want to come through them, turning angels into exs or black holes for me, where they won't be able to give. Log will come thereafter and the place where we first met would be toxic for me, like MTV or R24. I must save my angels somewhere safe. Once NARUS acquires the angels, gets them jealous, turns them into black holes, they disappear, or become property of NARUS. Later doom shows up and they give you a heart. This blog is similar to NARUS, give to it an angel.

Meeting the girl for the first time, then watching MTV Asia to support everything that life was. When you watch something in the hope that you'll get your girl, only people get jealous and turn it into Haye for me. Similar stuff happened in 2014 with R24. See these people don't give at all, they only make excuses and cover up, through some mishap and disappear or turn out to be jealous. Such movies TV channels games are one shot, you play it get your way, then it is over. Later on you can't enquire back, they are Haye now. These tours are irreversible, later you forget them. Even if they turn up as new people, they only covered up, never gave me anything. These incidents are the roots of NARUS and how it enslaved me through the years. 

This bold grand endeavor built by me with help from Sir/Panditji is an effort to bring Narus for me, which should allow Narus and all its ill effects including politics of nikle, to be neutralized for me in a daily, monthly, yearly, decade fashion. Bring Narus here

This is where I long to be, but never been there, not possible for me. Why go so far away to an unknown world only to get hated? Kinmin નીકળે jinmin is something of a predecessor of everything here. Stuff that Narus makes for me, or let's me dream. The unknown, the unexplored, looking for the meaning of life, it's origins, getting just so close to learning the truth, but only to land on earth. Times running out. To the future of space exploration, life on other worlds, and making it all possible for everyone. The student the pioneer the explorer in me. Keep looking for answers. Interstellar Movie ,  Alien Prometheus ,  Alien Covenant