Episode One

  I've now come to the conclusion that th6 are in complete control of the gurl, and no matter how bad I try the gurl will still be part of the weapon X being weilded by  અરરો against me. So, I must stay away from her if I want to defeat him or th6 will never give or surrender to me. All these years just wasted trying to figure out the th6 their affect on the gurl, they keeping her jealous of me, I not being able to end th6, etc. has lead me to believe loneliness will always become a weakness in my armor.

 I've battled this earth, foreign, local, family, friend  women, people and now God? How much of this violence can just one person take? How long will I go on? I'm not happy, not got anything in return other than victory, victory from oppression, arrogance, jealousy, and from extinction. There are so many like me in this world, I hope to give them something that I never had when I started this fight. Knowledge & power!

 

 Many years past I realized that you world even the universe was only about Log and their their various forms for covering-up. But they were limited to just a handful of real faces & individuals but dressed up in different languages religions & countries, all segregated but only united in family. I'm the only one outthere who's been watching them on R. I've tried playing by their rules, making the sacrifices but all invain, you'll only get in trouble. Taking over all these Log is what I'm currently working on, it's just been a few weeks into this. Going after the gurl is a dead end already tried it, was the MeJ, it's over though.

 I don't know what to say dobby? I mean we've failed on getting claire here, now she's gone erased from my memory, like she was never there, Joe was her alter ego arrogant overlord who was hitting me concealed in love unfounded. Now the same will happen to won and I'll only uncover Sir as her alter ego arrogant overlord. For one thing Sirs empire is over for sure. I'm not giving him ever, we're through. What a nightmare scenario  now have noone, I'm alone, that's the only thing in the seive kit, that I'm alive and ticking, that was the only thing that mattered to me I guess. But women are tightly bound to Log, that's how they come. I've tried it several times over many years and it hasn't worked ever.

 I always wanted to be a researcher be part of something special make breakthroughs, help humanity achieve 🙏 great many things, then I wanted to fall in love, marry my sweetheart to whom I would propose ❤. But folks nothing of that came true I wanted these things to mean something for me but they didn't, everyone turned out to be jealous and blamed God damn complete strangers like NSA/Obama/One for all the madness chaos terrorism and arrogance in the world. Now how am I supposed to make my dreams come true when I'm just a guy in love 🥰 with no powers or connections! I can't do anything I always have been since then felt really small & helpless with no help no love no funding...just these people claiming to be keeping me in custody until I die for them! O-M-G what the fučķ is all this???

 God! The kind of hell that you can ever see or experience, O-M-G. For the longest time I wanted to escape this piece of shit city, I mean people are so rustic cowboys 🤠 ill cultured illiterate rodents I've ever seen or met in life. I mean what have I done wrong or why did I even get born??? To be subjected to such neo nazi neo fascist bugs 🐛 in this world. Just to see those Log come here and I get my way, which only means safe passage nothing else!

Yes, I went to the United States for my PhD in CS, back in 2011, yea the competition was so hard so hard that my little scholarship money was not enough to get me through it like I was led to believe since 1990! See, I was under the impression that I could escape dirty jealous 3rd world sociopath India 🇮🇳 by traveling to the West, and that they would welcome me with open arms and I would be able to breathe and live normally out of that hell hole. But nothing of that came true, people were just too low for me and they didn't listen to my prayers that I would be hunted down by monsters when I get back not having made it in the West. But, they would not listen to me showed me that same hell as well in the Wes. That's when the global nightmare really began for me, I couldn't literally breathe for a while until I started to learn to crawl out of all these hell holes.

 You said that noone can meet in real world 🌎, then you said that coming here would cause that meeting to be real! Yes, it does sound pertinent since I've not been able to meet anyone for real thus far in this world. So, let me meet her here, no obligations no rewards just do this for the sake of the harmony of human civilization to make things and people real for once, we deserve that much from you.