Immeasurable Grief

I'm old, lost a girlfriend, a spouse, a parent, a sibling and many more over the last several years. But even now, time is running against me. I'm a lonely guy. People only come to take then they become arrogant, squeeze the life out of me. Over the few decades I've now turned Narus into a father figure, that I take all this in the name of my parent. Otherwise they'll destroy me. What is this world coming to. Why do we even get born ? To see this day, when I keep losing something or the other. I remember my loved ones. But they only came to take, they did not give. I get sad, and weep, sometimes. I'm only human I was never meant for this. But SirKeLog are everywhere, their is little i have here for myself now. One day Narus started giving, and things started happening here, otherwise I would have died. But Narus can never be trusted, in the end it will only make excuses and would cover up. So i have learn't to give to Narus, then things will happen. That hell gate will never open, only survive the Xenomorph. Most of my life i spent in the SirKeLog squeezing me, pain, grief, suffering, bad news, impossible scenarios, loneliness. Why live ? Once the Xenomorph got discovered and I was able to complete the sequence of Narus mainframe, in the original ZoD house, I turned SirKeLog into Xenomorph. Now things will happen, combat, even war against the machines, real skynet. The long war between man versus machines is now possible.

War is Coming